Sunday, October 26, 2008

this weekend was awesome.. i havent had such a great time in such a long time!

I have a lil bro now.. its pretty cool. it feels weird, though. like.. i'm too old or something. i'm going to have a lil sis soon, also. i wonder how that will be. i'm pretty sure i will love both of my littles.. lol. i'm still trying to figure out whats really special about my lineage. people don't really kno about my lineage.

well, i might be moving out and staying with tiep. hopefully that goes through! itll be awwesome. this coming week is calc test, asian olympics dodgeball, maybe taiko olympics but for some reason i have a feeling maybe not.. its up to me i guess, iota and lambda class or fall 2k7 taiko/phid haunted forest trip which i'm not going but yea, and the halloween party! well hopefull we figure out something to be!

oh yeah i'm getting little big planet for ps3.. come over and play video games with me sometime. we can play nba 2k9 or fifa 09, also.. maybe resistance 2 or guitar world tour if i decide to get that..

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

with nothing but your T-shirt on

OU/TX was disappointing in my opinion.

can you believe we've been through like half the semester already? time flies.. things arent really exciting or anything. theres nothing i really look forward to. theres nothing to look forward to, as of now, anyways.

i've been on soompi and its really interesting. i like to read the relationships stuff and its just really interesting what people feel or experience. i'm pretty sure by now (age 19), many people have experienced some kind of deep emotion for the opposite sex, or individual. have you ever wondered if you ever made someone else feel that way for you? i just find it interesting. im curious if i ever made a girl fall for me.

i sometimes wonder if i ever made a girl cry for me at night. i wonder if there was ever a girl that hid around a corner looking at me opening my locker to get my books. i sometimes wonder if a girl goes to my facebook page, clicks on my picture, leave the monitor on at night and then goes to sleep. what am i saying? i KNOW there are girls that have done this because of me.. just kidding. its just kind of weird there couldve been someone that was crazy for you and you never knew. there could've been someone out there that has a shrine dedicated to you! you might've never even said hi to this girl, never been acquainted with her, or even know she exists. what is really worse is there might've been a person you made feel this way for you, and this person you may have felt the same for and you never knew.

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make

Its a pretty cool song.. i think when girls where nothing but a t shirt on.. is hot.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

bo go ship da....

i went to AASA date auction and party. eh.. but raised a lot of money it seems! so yay for that
i must conquer my weakness but it is a challenge: dancing when sober. i don't think it will ever happen. when i dance sober i create a 3 person radius of awkwardness.. i wish i was able to drink :(

i love the weekends.. but i dread the weekdays. i hate waking up early and doing shit. gah but i've been playing video games lately. i actually bought a ps3.. i've been spending too much money lately. plus, there's OU/TX i'm pretty sure i'm going to. playing halo 3 online is so bad ass.. lol

i hope this year i will be able to be pretty cool with the new phi dee pledges. i hope my awkward character does not hinder the potential of our bond.

i want this phone

you drive me crazy.
everytime i see you, your beauty makes me forget all the stupid and ridiculous reasons i want to ignore you

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

there's nothing you can offer me that i want