how do i get you to notice me?
even as i am sitting beside you

words that i want to tell you.
knowing you for so long
but i can't get the words out
to tell you that you
are very important to me
and right now, i miss you.

it feels so good to drink.
it feels so good to drink for the right reasons.
it feels so good to drink for the wrong reasons.
it feels good that for a slight moment i think that i may have a chance with you.
it feels so good to have a little that will drink with me without any questions or hesitation.
it feels so good to drink.