as of now, i'm watching the sugar bowl. alabama is losing to utah. it was kind of funny because a while ago i saw a ref throw a penalty flag and it hit a players foot, the flag went into the air and hit a guy in the head. a while ago i returned some movies to family video and bought a mouse at office depot. unfortunately, the mouse isn't working and i will return it tomorrow. i was expecting to play a computer game tonight!

yeserday i just hang helped my dad and hung out with kevin. we went ice skating downtown, it was a last minute thing. as gay as it sounds, i was pretty fun. my feet hurt and i had blisters and stuff but its all good. i rented some movies and watched the godfather. it was pretty good.

i haven't done anything much. i went to the taiko house to celebrate the arrival of the new year, along with binh's 20th birthday. its kind of funny because i didnt drink much because i was going to drive home. i can't remember the last time being so sober. i had fun though, and thats the important thing. i tried dancing up on some females, but its an utter disaster, especially when i'm sober. when i'm not at least half-tipsy, seeing me dance is just like a jester entertaining the court filled with girls. gah.. anways, i also attempted making this drink thing. it was pretty gross but it was fun. there was a half bottle of hawaiian punch and 1/3 of everclear. i poured all of that everclear in here and shook it. it tasted.. gross. throughout the night some other people and i tried to make it better by adding stuff like pineapple/orange juice, fanta orange soda, sugar, lime juice, and other stuff. just sipping and taste testing it throughout the night almost got me buzzed.
i also went through the night without smoking anything!

i kind of have new year's resolutions. i plan to try harder in school, cut down on drinking, and stop smoking in general. i also plan to work out, on routine. i decided this is probably the summer i want to look damn good! it is my last summer as a teenager, and i think i'll be going to a beach. so pretty much i just hope to be a healthy person this year, physically, mentally, and such. i just want to be a better person in general.

anyways, in 2008, and in the past in general, i've made a lot of mistakes that i wish i haven't done. i shouldn't live life without regrets or whatever, but i regret these because its usually the same mistakes over and over. i'm supposed to learn from them right, and become better? well, that hasn't happened and maybe its about time for me to grow up. i'm not getting any younger, and certain people are getting tired of it.

recently i just experienced something that kind of opened my view on commitment.

i wish i wasn't so easily attached to people.