Friday, January 9, 2009

so i will not hide, its time to try, anything to be with you

wouldn't it be awesome if i could make some money blogging? maybe if i was sponsored by 'G'.?

nothing magnificent happened lately. i watched the bcs national championship in norman with some buddies at the taiko house. its so depressing to lose. i hate losing. i felt sad. it made things worse when the media makes tim tebow so righteous, so saintly. it makes me sick. he's been at orphanages and lived in leper colonies. ohhh, goood for him. when he got a penalty for unsportsmanlike conduct against nic harris, the commentators were like "thats probably the only bad thing he's ever done in his life". damn. on the bright side, i won 5$, though. i had a feeling OU was going to lose, so i made a bet with kevin. either way, i would feel kind of happy, right? it just felt right for the gators to win. its just like a well-written story. tim tebow is the protagonist. of course he wins.

anyways, what happened to ryan cabrera?

sometimes i still wonder. i don't think i've had the "closure", or the conclusion i wanted. i don't think the problem has been solved. i do not feel content. actually, i do feel content. sometimes i don't care, but i'm so mixed up in other things right now. i'm such a tangled mess. i'm involved into this mess, and when i pick at one string, looking for an end, i disturb the whole mess.

i'm going to invest into a new hobby that quite a few of ppl have picked up: photography. i'm going to invest into a beginner's digital SLR camera. i'm still not sure what to get, but probably nikon D60 or something. i'm going to take beautiful photos this summer. i'm also looking forward to a new phone in march or so.

i can't wait until the summer. i think it'll be.. legendary.

3 comments:

Business Casual said...

Pick up chess as a hobby instead.

L said...

I am picking up sewing and DIY stuff. Photography is cool, but it's too expensive for me, and I don't like to take pictures or be in pictures... so haha. And Ryan Cabrera turned into this emo guy with brown hair!

Chicken Fried Bear said...

Yeah I got pissed at the Tebow thing to...if you think about it all that stuff they said about him well...he couldnt help it he just got stuck in those situations so how can they make him seem soo good and awesome for something that he couldnt really control himself anyway. Im pretty sure that if he had a choice then it would all be diff..plus he had the "Face" that pisses me off too