FD is now over. It was a pretty good FD. I think it was overall better than yesterday in the sense it was more entertaining. I, however, enjoyed last year more, personally. Maybe because it was the first FD. It was great seeing the old guys and everyone dressing up and stuff.

I always have so much to say, or I want to say to you but there seems to be no opportunity. In my head I go over all of the things I could say when we did have the opportunity. When rarely given the chance, I can't really find the courage of the words to express what I've been urging to. We will just find ourselves in an awkward silence waiting for something to break it.

I am so sad and upset.. I just feel like you let me down a lot. I guess it's okay though because you're not obligated to do anything for me.