i remember freshman year in high school there was this girl that i thought was the prettiest girl ever. she actually talked to me because she was really nice. i didnt have social skills and would say the wrong things but everytime she talked to me i would remember and tell my friends about it, how stupid.

then we had this banquet thing and i was contemplating all night if i should ask her for a dance. it was going to be my first slow dance ever. i went to dances in middle school before but i didnt do much but play basketball in the gym. i was so lame. anyways, all night i wanted to ask her for a slow dance but then they played "take my breath away" then i was going to ask her but then i was like no but the last song of the night i finally decided to ask her.

well actually this was going to be my first dance, but earlier in the night some girl asked me for a dance and i wanted to say no, but its hard for me to say no to people for some reason. so my first slow dance was taken away by someone else.. lol

So anyways, back to the girl. We happily obliged, and we danced and man it was weird. i was moving awkwardly. i was really stiff and rigid. there was like a foot of space between us. we were dancing and talking, i felt like the happiest guy ever. i think it was my first real attempt initiating something with a girl. success!

there was one time i asked her to go to one of my soccer games and she did, too. when i was asking her and she said yes, i said something stupid and my friends were like, "dude. you never correct a girl" man i was stupid. but i like i said, she was a really, really nice girl. she had a very nice smile, and a nice badonkadonk to match. lol

i was just thinking of that because when is a chance that will come up again for me to ask a girl to slow dance. dancing nowadays at social events is just not really dancing to me.. just a bunch of grinding and stuff. well actually, at weddings there is some slow dancing or whatever. but definitely if the opportunity came up now and there was a girl i wanted to dance with, i wouldn't hesitate twice to ask!!