i'm really frustrated. i want to tell someone but i can't find the words or courage or the initiative to, although i could write a mile about what is on my mind, which i'm not even sure what it is, just a jumble of things. should i be content with what i have or so called "appreciate what i am given" or should i feel like there is really something more out there, like i am meant for something so much greater than this heap of shit. i'm having one of those moments where i'm young, dumb, and fucking angry at the world. i don't really give a fuck and everyone in this world owes me something.