don't let me go.. don't let me go..

not a bad birthday.

and quite interesting.

i can't wait until the next birthday..

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so today is my birthday. nothing too special. this week should be interesting, though.

there's a realization of my age. i am no longer a "teen" but entering my twenties. sigh..

my birthday also reminds me of my grandmother. i miss her a lot. she passed away a year ago a couple days before my bday. my birthday will always be associated with her loss.the last time i saw her i promised her i would call her. i never did. i told myself i would try in school and be successful for her. i'm not doing well at that. i'm so sorry. i miss her, though.

if i win the lottery, my problem(s) will be solved.

1. I will donate a portion of the money to a charitable organization of my choice.
2. I will give a portion of the money to my parents
3. I will invest a good portion of it into a trust fund.
4. Invest in various things of interest. Possibly real estate, club, sports bar, business of some sort.
5. In the name of Tau Kappa Omega, throw the biggest party you have ever experienced and it will be called the Ultimate Omega Red. People will drown in dollar bills and get paper cuts in their eyes from the money falling to the ground. I will have a celebrity perform and crazy drink specials and half naked beautiful women dancing on poles.
6. I will travel to many places. I might take some friends with me.
7. I will flaunt my riches in front of those who have looked down on me, doubted me, hated me, hurted me!! I'll throw money at you!!
   

so many things i can think of.. sigh.