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wednesday there was a mixer with phi delta alpha. it was alright. there was speed dating which i suck at. i kind of like it because i got to know the girls better or at least meet them if i haven't met them before. there was karaoke revolution which i did not participate in but i did watch. i was playing around with a skateboard. it is pretty hard.

later that night i played basketball with some of the guys.

thursday was valentine's day, of course. i had lunch with tiep at BJ's and we talked. the pizza was delicious. i didn't have anything special planned for valentine's day. i made some cupcakes, bought a rose, a card, and some balloons. i went to go visit paulinna at OSSM that day. the school is pretty much a prison. i went to the dorms and they called paulinna down. she didn't seem excited or whatever but i'm pretty sure she was surprised and happy. she looked tired. she said she had a lot of studying to do and big tests and stuff. we had dinner together there. it was regular stuff like ravioli and chicken. she asked if i wanted to tour the school. well there wasn't much. there was a building where there are classes and a building where the labs are. there is also a gym and a library. everything is spaced out with a lot of grassy area in between. the whole campus is fenced.

the whole visit was about 20 or 30 minutes. it seemed like she wanted me to leave because she kept saying she had all this studying and stuff to do. i felt pretty sad or disappointed or whatever. i drove all the way back to norman. i stopped by for AASA thing. there weren't really ppl there so i left. i went over to charlie's to see what everyone was doing for valentine's day.

i took tammy to wal-mart because i told her i would. she doesn't have a car in norman, so yeah. she wanted to buy some stuff for hieu's bday. we went back to charlie's later. some of us went to go watch Jumper. it was an alright movie. it is probably below average for me. there was nothing special about it, really.

friday i overslept through classes. stayed at charlie's and and played poker. later went to casino for guys night. after that i went to dorm to get ready and stuff. i went to joe's place and played poker. after that went to the party. i drank too much. i kind of wish i didn't go. later at night everybody left me there and i didn't even know. BC said he was going to take me to charlie's but for some reason i woke up on the couch at chris's place.

i woke up and saw ronny and dustin talking. ronny took me to trung's so i could get my car. i didn't even know when he took my car, that fucking bastard. i drove home to mustang and it was really slick outside. there was this point i lost control of the car. i think it hydroplaned or something on the highway. i was on the lane on the middle next to the median when my car drifted to the right and did a 180 as i was braking the car. my car slammed against the wall thing on the side of the highway. i ended up facing towards incoming traffic. holy fuck i was lucky i didn't hit any car. i stepped out to see the damage on my car. i then continued to drive home with the empty gas tank light thingy making me very nervous. i managed to get home, still thinking that i was really lucky that i didn't hit anyone even though i did a crazy 180 thing. i was knocked out on my couch and slept and slept. i took my brother to a friends for a basketball game.

i don't really want to drink anymore. i say that but then i probably will. i also realize BC is a good person. he let me borrow his coat after casino because all i was wearing was a white t shirt and he gave me rides and stuff. he also helped me during the party put on my jacket and stuff but then he didn't take me with him. during the party i met a girl, vietfil, and she told my fortune for me. judy was supposed to do it but she left. the outcome was pretty weird because it wasn't like the usual thing that comes out. i don't know why i am thinking about it, it probably isn't even true. oh well.. although this may sound cheesy but i am glad i am alive. i could have died today. i kind of want a gf now that i can hang out with everyday.. i'm starting to feel bad being a third wheel.. =/. oh well.