So now I'm blogging.. because BC has one. Hmm.. let's talk about college. College has been so.. different? It really is a big step from high school. I think it shows a little more what life is about. I've been sucking in college. Actually, I fucked up this first semester. I don't know what happened but I don't really regret anything. I wish i studied more and stuff, but boy, what an experience I had. It has been a while since I experienced "fun".. I am now a member of Tau Kappa Omega. I am a member of The Brotherhood. It truly is a brotherhood.. I met like the most awesome people ever and I wouldn't have done it without Tau Kappa Omega. I reached out my circle and did things i never would have ever done. Proud to be a Taiko.. but thinking back I would not have decided to pledge if a particular thing did not happen. Well, this break was off to a good start but its been pissing me off a little. I never had the opportunity to make decisions about my life besides college but now I have, and I am a little scared. Hopefully I will get through this..

Progressing through college and meeting all the people is great, especially the girls and stuff but I have only come to reinforce what I feel for this one girl. I meet all these different personalities, different faces, bodies, styles.. but it just doesn't seem right for me and keeps me thinking back about this girl.. THE girl. It is just really weird thinking about it now because I feel more grown up and it's not puppy love, although it never was. I don't know what I am saying, but I am pretty sure what I am feeling. I just need to get used to that she's found something probably more important than I am.. it feels so weird. I never wanted to let her go, but I never stopped supporting her. I guess I haven't found any girls in college I even like because they're nothing like her.. hmm.. Well, we are planning to hang out this break, which we already have at the mall the other day, which was wonderful. the thing is.. I miss her as i am sitting here. The cute thing about her is when I tell her I miss her and she pretends to not believe me.

Well, I'll try to enjoy my break. Spending more time with my family and that special someone. Oh yeah, and my friends, especially that Danny came back to visit and David will, too. And what about my Taiko brothers? Eh.. I see them too much anyway.. its kind of annoying.. HAHA just kidding. Until next time..

Taneezy out.