Other things have been occurring in my life that adds the frustration and "piss off" factor into my daily summer routine. It makes me wants to stomp on babies, twist puppies' heads, or just watch the world burn! Good thing BC wasn't around or he would encourage me.. but seriously, I have all this anger and stuff that I wish i was working or in Norman or something so I could get my mind to focus elsewhere.
I decided lately probably 98% of females carry a trait I dislike so much.. not a trait I'm saying would bother me just in a relationship but would bother me as being a friend or just acquainted to the girl.. females talk talk talk and talk when it benefits no one, not even themselves and they don't realize it actually hurts other people in some manner, large or small, and the loop closes. There's really nothing I can do but be angry at myself for trusting any kind of female with any bit of information I find as "secret" or "important" and feel like i can entrust this bit with this "friend" or whatever of mine.
I realized my high school years were what I enjoyed so much. The past few summer were what I loved and adored. They were everything I would want. I honestly would give up my lifestyle now, anything, just to be given that another chance. I would give up drinking for the rest of my life.. I would even commute home to Mustang everyday from Norman. That is how i truly feel.. but don't live in the past.. because the past has forgotten you. The present is sitting with you.. and the future is waiting outside.
Monday, July 28, 2008
have nothing.. to gain everything
these are one of the moments i feel so useless in my life. I don't have any classes. I am not working. I am home in Mustang all day, everyday doing nothing. I wish I had a job this summer. I would go on a shopping spree or something. I also don't have a car.. My car is still being "fixed" but I went to a wedding on Saturday and saw my car parked 2 cars away from the car we took to the wedding. The guy that is fixing my car was at the wedding.. he must've drove it to the wedding.. wtf, eh? My mom's car is messed up, it won't start and is just sitting its ass in the garage.. and my parents take the truck to work.
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5 comments:
Maybe you should stop blaming females in general, and make individuals responsible. But I could be biased.
Blaming females in general has worked for me.
...hasn't it?
Regardless, girls talk. Sure the only way to stop them might be a bullet to the face but then what good does that really do you? You don't really enjoy it because guns are too quick. You can't savor all their little emotions...
Erh, got off track. Like Loan said, you really can't blame all girls. Just Asian girls. Or even American girls. Let's go run away to Europe! :D
Better yet, let's all relax in a nice game of poker soon.
ok amaretto sour is supposed to have 1 shot, not 2 :X and... sour mix is better than sprite. remember that next time!
perhaps it's young girls that "talk talk talk", girls that don't have the wisdom to know better, wisdom that's only gained in life experiences :-)
Only thing you can do is live ur life and watch people live theres. No regrets never look back what you did already happened and so cannot be changed....Just live buddy, cant let things bring whats urs (life) down... GOod to have you back too Tan been missina ya
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