hmm.. i've been slacking too much lately.. too much.
DEPsi party was friday. i had a pretty goooooood buzz..
OU vs TX Tech.. it was really cold, but we dominated.
umm.. cant wait til thanksgiving break..!

i live ina really, really cold place. once i get somewhat warm in my bed. i don't want to leave. this place is cold, dark, and lonely!!!!
i'm going to make a wishlist of what i want.. just for fun.

clothes, like northface apparel, this gap jacket, this a&f jacket and/or coat.. hmm maybe some stuff from american eagle.. like the sweater thing and the knitted hat thing, OU apparel. some clothes from express.. i'm picky with clothes though.. games for ps3.. shoes, NBA socks! preferably in cool colors, more winter apparel.. maybe a water pik haha, hmm a new phone would be nice.. you can buy me alcohol.. itd be nice too. i like accessories.. maybe some nice cologne, i kinda need a new backpack, maybe northface.. maybe, oh i like skateboard too


i'll add more as i think of more..

and no, i don't want to feel this way. i just can't really help it.. but i keep diving myself into it. i was feeling confused and lost but now that i've realized it, i will stop. i will stop putting myself in this situation. i don't want to deal with you anymore, and you dont even know it, but its really that hard.